Yeah, yeah - we all want what we want right now. We expect to do our rituals and get immediate results, as if Magick was such a black and white thing, as if it was just a matter or flipping a switch.
Um. Well, it is. Sorta.
Magick changes your reality just as fast as you get it right. So don't be blaming the Universe if it's not as fast as you had in mind.
If you decide there isn't enough of something you put yourself in a place that blocks the Magick from bringing what you do want into your life.
The Universe has everything you need and there is no limitation on getting what you want if you identify what you want. Identifying what you don't have is sending the wrong message!
For the sake of the life you really want, you have to stop focusing on what is and start focusing on what you want. When you are fully invested in what you want, your whole life becomes the ritual of Magick and the Universe scrambles to match your desire.
That's what Magick is for: Changing your reality. For your life.
If you don't know what the purpose of life is or why you are here, that's probably because you're looking in the wrong place.
You need to seek within to find your Magick. You use your Magick to connect to the energy of the Universe, where all answers exist.
And it turns out you can't know, anyway. Those questions can never be answered - they are koans meant to be constantly reviewed and renewed as greater wisdom is achieved over time. So don't worry if you don't know. No one does.
You think Magick is going to just change one thing in your life? Hah!
You'll never be satisfied. You shouldn't be satisfied. You are the artist who creates your life and you get to tweak and play with your reality right to the very end.
It's your life - you can make it whatever you want. That's what Magick is for.